Wednesday, April 11, 2012
It's The Climb
Well I didn't have lessons this week, but after a short talk and studio today with Dr. Hepworth, I am just so pleased to have the week going this well. I am much more relieved after my Easter Break!! I have let my heart do the talking and turned my brain off...and that may show to some :) I have decided to stay in Wayne to finish out my college life. It just feels right. As much as I wanted to argue it and fight it, this place has become home to me. Every person I have met here has become a part of my family away from home, and I LOVE THAT!! I don't know what I would do without anyone here. I am just so happy and it's taken until now for me to clearly see that. I guess all along, after I stepped back and looked at my life, I have always had a sense of belonging here. It just feels great. :) I'm so excited for next weeks Italian concert! I sang in studio today and I wasn't nervous or anxious at all! I LOVE THIS FEELING!!! Everyone has that sense of comfort when they crawl into bed at night and stretch out and fall asleep. This sounds absolutely crazy, but I totally have that when I sing! It just seems to be what's working for me now! ahhh!!! I'm so happy! :)
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You were born for this, lady. I totally understand how you feel about singing! I could see the "light" in you when we first met. Think of all the lives you are going to change as a musician! We should probably sit down within the next week and map out your next semester. I want you to keep this feeling for when you might become anxious in the future....we all have our struggles, but the most important thing to remember is that we have each other as colleagues, friends, and musicians!
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